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Blogger has really PISSED me off the last couple of evenings. For some unknown reason it doesn't want me to post pics...I would think at dinner time most people who use blogger would be having dinner...not trying to up load photos---but what the hell do I know?

Feeling bad...i stopped at my aunt's house after school. I told her I heard a squirrel up in my attic last weekend. My cats were so perplexed looking up at the ceiling in my den. I have cathedral ceiling in it and I could here something scurrying..so could they. She insisted I put moth balls in the attic. She bought me 2 boxes. While I was there, my uncle in Fla called and his wife My mom and My aunts older sister died this afternoon. We anticipated it coming, but I don't think you are ever READY. I am asking God if he is trying to get a message to me ...I feel like my mom's family is SUFFERING so much in the last 2 months. My mom's condition (which it's been rough this last week for her), My uncle and his tummy ulcer and kidney stones (he's the one selling his incredible land near Montgomery---*SIGH*) and now my aunt passing.

Am I supposed to be savoring life's moments daily? But how can I if, I feel as though things are so fucked up right now?