Saturday, March 31, 2007

Ya know, I am feeling pretty good today. I managed to do a few things and thew in a few desirable things.
First, I slept late = )
Second, I went to my fav place in town for lunch: The Market and Jamie the owner was there cooking. Yippie!!!! It's rare to see him for lunch. T and I went. We both had some Sea crab chowder--can I lick my licks again? (cream based with a hint of cheddar cheese) We split an order of boiled shrimp and a basket of whole fried okra...we washed it down with sweet tea. One of the best things he prepares is a sauteed okra. I didn't know he was in the kitchen or I would have gotten it for the meal. It's sprinkled with garlic and just a tad bit of crunch. It's AMAZING. When he came out to our table, I knew I was taking a to go order home with me.
Third, I had a return of some cat food to Wal-mart, that was an hour in itself. Fourth, T and I came back to my house. He finally hooked up my DVD recorder. = ) Yeah!!! It had been sitting in the middle of my living room floor for 2 MONTHS. Fifth, my half bath blew 2 of the 4 bulbs in the lighting fixture, these bulbs are odd sizes (I bought some to fit at Lowes last week). I could not get one of the bulbs out. We ended up taking the whole fixture down and damn near rewiring it to replace a freaking bulb. This was a test of patience trust me. After we did all of this oh and I dusted, and cleaned n sliced some FRESH strawberries while he set up my DVD player. Plus I took out garbage~ We went to Big Lots and found some of my favorite FRUIT 2 O PEACH on sale....I bought some....I can drink that stuff 3 or 4 a day. I love my flavored water.
I took him to a new Mexican place for a light dinner. We split some nachos~ after all he worked awful hard. You single gals need to appreciate the guys you have if they fix ANYTHING and can mow a lawn.
I just got out of my hot tub. I jumped in it about an hour. It gave us a quick rain as I was driving home (yeah--washed all the pollen off of my car). It cooled things off a bit, so I took an Eagles cd outside with me...felt a slight breeze and now my muscles are TOTALLY relaxed. I took a cool shower and moisturized my skin with Brown Sugar and Fig creme from Bath & Body..I feel like a clean, fresh, peaceful lady at the present time. I have to GRAB these moments and embrace them. (It helps soooo much to know I have this WHOLE next week off)
* Sweet dreams*

Friday, March 30, 2007

Yes, AMEN ok AMEN PRAISE THE LORD I made it through the week. I have next week off for Spring Break. I am going to relax some this weekend. I am going shopping at the base (Ft. Benning) right after school with my aunt. I can get my cosmetics at about 2 or 3 dollars off of what I pay for them at Dillards. I get my big Yankee Candle Jars at about 1-2 dollars off. I get my ink jet cartridges at about 4-6 dollars off, and my fax machine cartridges about 5 bucks off. Plus my Fance feast about 37 cents intead of 46...when I buy close to 100 cans, it really does add up.

*A* emailed and called the last two days hoping we could see each other, I have been so busy doing stuff and stressing over EVERYTHING...that I haven't seen him since before Mom's surgery. He's not available ALL next week, unless, I get him at his lunch I gotta call him for tonight or tomorrow......I hate to commit to stuff not knowing how I will feel come 9:00p.m. See how I see myself....just not quite as delectable.

Greg called Tuesday and left a message. I haven't called him back yet. I mean there was no point this is the weekend he drives his daughter to Anniston to see the Ex-wife. He'll be there all weekend.

Tuesday morning I am going to Savannah with *B*. My guy buddy. He is managing to tear himself away from his beau for a night. We are going to take a trolley tour of Savannah, go to one if not BOTH of Paula Deens dining establishments. I will run by and see "J". Nope, not telling him, I haven't spoken to him in a week. I will just pop up Tuesday. If he wants to join us for dinner great, if not oh well. We are going shopping on River Street~

I don't plan on New Orleans right now. Mom can tell how stressed out I have been and told me I needed a break. I really do, if she is telling me this.


Which guy do you like better or find more attractive???

Phil is a current golf champion. He's beat and will be going up against Tiger Woods. He's my age and rather attractive I think.
This is John Mayer. His sultry sound is one that can bring me to my knees. "Your Body is a Wonderland" and his current hit, "Waiting on the World to change". His choice in who he dates is left to be desired. However, he's quite the cutie don't you think???

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Spring Break

Frustration sets in. One of my *BEST* girls is in the office for getting into a fight. Another girl, with a negative track record---came after her, got in her face this morning and now my heavenly child is in trouble. I went to my Asst. Principal and got 2 other teachers to do the same. We needed to tell him what an ANGEL she is and how much we trust her. Say a quick prayer he makes the right decision for her.
OK, last night we had our first of two nights of drama presentations. Our drama teacher is the MOM of The kids were GREAT!!!!! She did a simply splendid job with them. They showed confidence, diversity and talent. Go mom!!!!
I did have a tough time sleeping though~ I have to have at least 2 hours to unwind once I get home. I didn't get home til almost 9....after my house chores it was 10:15 before I had a shower and sat down. I am trying to figure out my Spring Break plans. My buddy B said he'd go to Savannah with me for a night. That way I could have a good time no matter what/how 'J" acted upon our meeting.
I talked to my aunt last night about 11ish...I am debating on NEw Orleans. My mom told her I just needed a break from all of life's troubles. (YES, I DO-- these have been some rough months for me)...So she thinks she can manage without me coming home during break. I feel guilty though. She goes back to the surgeon Monday and I could drive here there.
I found out my uncle outside of Montgomery has decided to break up his land and house for selling. He's got a buyer for 100 acres and that would leave the house and 5-10 acres with it. HELL, I even thought about buying it and moving to the country. Yes, I really want land but who am I kidding, I need a man to help me take care of it. I know me well enough. I want a wrap around porch and rocking chairs to sit on in the fall as the leaves change. The peace and quiet "out of town" can provide. Anyway, I need to get to his place next week before he makes the sale final. I just want to be one with nature and enjoy the fresh (even pollinated air--and the serenity I get from just being able to breathe it in~
What am I to do?????

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

OK. Here is what is left of my MIND. I am wiped out!!!! The kids have taken any energy I have and totally DRAINED IT TODAY.


Mick, teachers have to have time off or they would KILL students and parents, it is purely a safety issue for all parties involved.

Monday, March 26, 2007

Well, it's 9:27 and I am just getting in from my LONG DAY!
Can I say scream??? OK, it's MONDAY.
Meetings and more meetings and a boss YEAR END EVALUATION, that I found out about 30 minutes before it happened. Talk about hustle to put performance objectives together~ OMG
A co-worker of sorts looked REALLY sad this morning and she asked last week if we could have dinner sometime. I said yes, and committed to sometime before Spring break ....which is NEXT WEEK for me AMEN AMEN AMEN...After my after school meeting. We spent 4 hours at a local dining establishment. Bless her heart, she had so much to say and she has a heart of gold. However, my BUTT was numb when I got up from the booth. I'm WOUND up and have to have a few hrs to UNWIND. Off to the shower and to get kitty food served. Wish me sweet deep dreams of at least 7 hrs.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Yes, this is how I am feeling. I got just a few things accomplished!! Yeah Me!!!

I managed to find and buy all the right bulbs...vanity, garage, outside flood lights....Wahoooo. I carried an managed to change w/o falling and busting my butt the flood lights on the side of my house---they are above my fence and on a sloping hill. Trust me this was a FEAT!

I went and bought a new bath fat to match the expensive Croscill shower curtain I hung up. I also found Fleur De Lis hand towels on sale at Bed Bath and Beyond/ I did dishes, laundry and changed my sheets. I went shopping and found the perfect not to big not to small basket to put next to my lazy Boy for mail, I'm not quite ready to throw away yet.

Friday after work, I spent 2 hours at one of my students houses. I was waiting on mom and then had a 90 minute convo with mom. Then I met Laurel (my new girlfriend-from Dillards) at a local mexican place, we had SEVERAL drinks and ventured off to the "fun" store here... = P

Sat, I slept til noon (yeah). I eventually made it out to get kitty food and had dinner with T. He took me to a new catfish place. We were not impressed. After dinner, I came home and Greg came over. We watched a movie. He got in the hot tub. It was just TOO hot for me...It's 80 something here. I have my AC running full blast. I HATE to be hot.

Sun I managed to get out an go to the new T J Maxx, Bed Bath and Beyond, Lowes and Red Lobster for lunch. I had coconut shrimp and those INCREDIBLE cheese biscuits. Can I say YUM?

Ok....Let me go cook something for the week...and try to straighten up my living room...and attempt to find my W-2 YIKES. I need a manicure...but I drove by the place I like and women were waiting....I came home and carried my TALL ladder all around.


Thursday, March 22, 2007

I hate mornings. This is me every morning this week when the alarm sounds....I cover my head and attempt to dream that I can stay home.
TGIF! A dear friend of mine an ex coworker used to send me TGIF emails on Thursday nights, so I had something to squeal about each Friday morning. I miss those~
I haven't decided what exactly I plan to do this weekend besides pay bills, do laundry, replace wallflowers (bath & body works), hang a new expensive shower curtain and make a list of things I need to/want to do during spring break. I need to go to Ft. Benning and shop. I need to make a dental appointment. I want to take a trip~ I was planning Savannah...not so sure right now. I need to find a new credit card with an interest rate lower than 9.9%. My lowest 3.9% now is moving on up to 9.9% in 3 weeks. I need to keep my happy ass at home and clean out my master bedroom closet and donate clothes. I need to replace light bulbs in my garage and my motion lights on the side of the house. I want to plant another red maple, because the one i put in the ground 2 yrs ago hasn't done anything. I think it's dwarf. One of my neighbors has the prettiest red tulips blooming right now. They are gorgeous! I also need to find a reliable yard company with CHEAP prices.
Today FRIDAY, I am thankful that it is FRIDAY and that I have 3 wonderful kitties that love me.
Have a great weekend.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Stop and Think

(written after she found out she was dying from cancer)

I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day.
I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more.

I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded.

I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.

I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband.

I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.

I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a life time. Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.

When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, "Later. Now go get washed up for dinner." There would have been more "I love you's". More "I'm sorry's. But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute... look at it and really see it ... live it and never give it back.


Don't worry about who doesn't like you, who has more, or who's doing what. Instead, let's cherish the relationships we have with those who do love us. Let's think about what God HAS blessed us with, and what we are doing each day to promote ourselves mentally, physically, and emotionally.

I hope you have a blessed day.

Just feeling *frustrated* that J hasn't called or emailed in 2 days. MEOW~ A blog buddy told me to leave him alone as to not come across as a PEST. But I'm aggravated, and want to exercise self control....So far so good. But DAMN it sucks! He's not an asshole ya'll but something is up with him.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Thankful ? Tell me!

I attempted to have a REVELATION last night.....I want to ask all of my blog buddies to tell me something each day this week that they are THANKFUL for~ I catch myself complaining so often and not stopping to feel the cool breeze (summer is almost here) on my face and blowing my hair.

Monday- I am thankful GOD created Air Conditioning!

Tuesday- I am thankful my mom made it out of surgery ok.

Wednesday- I am thankful for flowers in the spring that add color to our lives...they bloom and sprout no matter the weather or the HOT air that we put out with our mouths or our vehicles.


I got an email from a friend who shared these actual pics with me....If and WHEN you ever get bored at work, see how creative you can be~

I think the aluminum foil is my favorite. Talk about FREE TIME!

Do you have a favorite?

A teacher was doing a study testing the senses (taste) of first graders using a bowl of lifesavers.

The children began to say:




Orange ...............Orange

Finally the teacher gave them all HONEY lifesavers. After eating them, none of the children could identify the taste. "Well, she said, I will give you all a clue. It's what your mother maysometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her lifesaver out and yelled, "Oh, my God, "They're ass-holes!"

Well, I survived Monday...and in 2 weeks I get Spring Break. Wahooo! I hope everyones animals are a okay. Mine are spoiled with Fancy Feast and Gerber baby food....(Veal or Lamb)

No man news~ not even GAY man news. Bridezilla is working my nerves. Lord will October ever get here?

Monday, March 19, 2007


I love my kids with fur coats and wanted you to protect yours...After the cat food recall, I got my monthly ASPCA newsletter. I love my babies and wanna keep them safe, I just want you to do the same.

ASPCA Animal Poison Control Center Releases List of Top 10 Hazards Encountered by Pets in 2006

New List Reveals Significant Increase in Calls Pertaining to Common Household Items
ASPCA Media Contact
March 5, 2007—The ASPCA® (The American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals®) today announced that it managed more than 116,000 calls to its Animal Poison Control Center (APCC) hotline in 2006, several of which pertained to common household items. “While the reason is not clear, calls in virtually each of these categories seems to be on the rise,” said Dr. Steven Hansen, veterinary toxicologist and senior vice president with the ASPCA, who manages the ASPCA’s Midwest Office, which houses the APCC. As National Poison Prevention Week approaches (March 18-24), the ASPCA advises pet parents to stay alert to the possibility of poisoning from these common household items:
1. Human Medications: For several years now, this category has been number one on the ASPCA’s list of common hazards, and 2006 was no exception. Last year, more than 78,000 calls involving common human drugs such as painkillers, cold medications, antidepressants and dietary supplements were managed by the Center—a 69 percent increase over 2005. “Pet parents should never give their pet any medication without the direction of a veterinarianjust one extra-strength acetaminophen can be deadly to a cat, and just four regular-strength ibuprofen can lead to serious kidney problems in a 10-pound dog,” says Dr. Hansen. To avoid inadvertent poisoning from medications, store them in a secure cabinet above the counter and out of the reach of pets.
2. Insecticides: The APCC handled more than 27,000 cases pertaining to products used to kill fleas, ticks and other insects in 2006, up more than 28 percent from 2005. According to Dr. Hansen, “A key factor in the safe use of products that eliminate fleas, ticks and other pesky bugs, is reading and following label instructions exactly. Some species of animals can be particularly sensitive to certain types of insecticides, so it is vital that you never use any product not specifically formulated for your pet.” It is also a good idea to consult with your pet’s veterinarian before beginning any flea and tick control program.
3. Veterinary Medications: Surprising as it may seem, last year the APCC managed more than 12,000 cases involving animal-related preparations such as non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drugs, heartworm preventatives, de-wormers, antibiotics, vaccines and nutritional supplements—a 93 percent hike in volume. “Although these products are formulated for use in pets, it is very important to always read and follow label directions for use exactly,” says Dr. Hansen. “As with flea and tick preparations, many medications are intended for use in certain species only, and potentially serious problems could result if given to the wrong animal or at too high a dose.”
4. Plants: The number of cases involving plants also shot up by more than 111 percent in 2006 to more than 9,300. Some varieties that can be harmful to pets include lilies, azalea, rhododendron, sago palm, kalanchoe and schefflera. ”Just one or two sago palm nuts can cause vomiting, diarrhea, depression, seizures and even liver failure,” says Dr. Hansen. “Also, lilies are highly toxic to cats—even in small amounts they can produce life-threatening kidney failure.” While poisonous plants should certainly be kept away from pets, it is also a good idea to discourage animals from nibbling on any variety of plant, as even non-toxic plants can lead to minor stomach upset.
5. Rodenticides: Last year, approximately 8,800 calls about rat and mouse poisons were received by the APCC, representing an increase of more than 27 percent over 2005. Depending on the type of rodenticide, ingestions can lead to potentially life-threatening problems for pets including bleeding, seizures or even damage to the kidneys or other vital organs. “Should pet owners opt to use a rodenticide around their home, they should make sure that the bait is placed only in areas completely inaccessible to their animals,” says Dr. Hansen.
6. Household Cleaners: In 2006, approximately 7,200 calls pertaining to cleaning agents such as bleaches, detergents and disinfectants were received—up 38 percent from the year before. Says Dr. Hansen, “Depending on the circumstances of exposure, some household cleaners can lead to gastrointestinal irritation or even severe oral burns for pets.” Additionally, irritation to the respiratory tract may be possible if a product is inhaled. “All household cleaners and other chemicals should be stored in a secure location well out of the reach of pets,” recommends Dr. Hansen, “and when cleaning your pet’s food and water bowls, crate or other habitat, a mild soap such as a hand dishwashing detergent along with hot water is a good choice over products containing potentially harsh chemicals.”
7. Chocolate: Always a common food-related call, more than 4,800 chocolate calls were received by the APCC last year, an 85 percent increase from 2005. Depending on the variety, chocolate can contain large amounts of fat and caffeine-like substances known as methylxanthines, which, if ingested in significant amounts, could potentially cause vomiting, diarrhea, panting, excessive thirst and urination, hyperactivity. In severe cases, abnormal heart rhythm, tremors and seizures have been noted—and it could even be fatal. “Typically, the darker the chocolate, the greater the potential for poisoning,” says Dr. Hansen. “Baking chocolate contains the highest amount of methylxanthines, and just two ounces could cause serious problems for a 10-pound dog.”
8. Chemical Hazards: A newcomer to the top 10 category, this includes such harmful items as volatile petroleum-based products, alcohols, acids, and gases. In 2006, the APCC received more than 4,100 calls related to chemical hazards—an astronomical jump in call volume of more than 300 percent. “Substances in this group can cause a wide variety of problems,” Dr. Hansen explains, “ranging from gastrointestinal upset and depression to respiratory difficulties and chemical burns.” Commonly-used chemicals you should keep your pets away from include ethylene glycol antifreeze, paint thinner, drain cleaners and pool/spa chemicals.
9. Physical Hazards: While not necessarily all toxic, items in this group consists of objects that could pose a choking hazard, risk for intestinal obstruction, or other physical injury, and in 2006, the number of physical hazard calls grew a staggering 460 percent to over 3,800. “We’ve managed cases involving the ingestion of several common objects—from pet collars and adhesive tape to bones, paper products and other similar items,” says Dr. Hansen. “It is important to make sure that items which could be easily knocked over, broken, chewed up or swallowed are kept out of the reach of curious pets.”
10. Home Improvement Products: In 2006, approximately 2,100 cases involving paint, solvents, expanding glues and other products commonly used in construction were managed by the APCC—up 17 percent from 2005. While the majority of water-based paints are low in toxic potential, they can still cause stomach upset, and artist paints sometimes contain heavy metals that could be poisonous if consumed in large quantities. In addition, solvents can be very irritating to the gastrointestinal tract, eyes and skin, and could also produce central nervous system depression if ingested, or pneumonia if inhaled. “Prevention is really key to avoiding problems from accidental exposures to these substances,” says Dr. Hansen. “Pet parents should keep pets out of areas where home improvement projects are taking place, and of course label directions should always be followed when using any product.”

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Cat food recall

These are brands that can and have caused kidney failure = DEATH in your pets. Please read up and throw stuff out what's a few dollars if you are saiving precious kitty life.

Recalled Cat Product Information
Recall Information 1-866-895-2708
Americas Choice, Preferred Pets
Best Choice
Demoulas Market Basket
Fine Feline Cat
Food Lion
Giant Companion
Hill Country Fare
Laura Lynn
Li'l Red
Loving Meals
Meijer's Main Choice
Nutro Max Gourmet Classics
Nutro Natural Choice
Pet Pride
Presidents Choice
Price Chopper
Science Diet Feline Savory Cuts Cans
Special Kitty Canada
Special Kitty US
Springfield Prize
Total Pet
Western Family
White Rose
Winn Dixie

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OK guys and gals, I made it home safely this morning. I came home feeling as if mom will be ok in the next few days..she has a home health nurse coming each day to give her a blood thinner shot, draw blood, and change/clean her bandage. The surgeon has her wrapped up with what looks like an ace bandage to support your breasts. It's tight and uncomfy she says. Her incision under her arm pit looks the most delicate. He took out 19 lymph nodes, test results Friday told us 7 were cancerous. He still plans on 4 more rounds of chemo and then radiation. I do feel better after meeting him. He had more than 10 residents under him. They all watched her surgery and check on her during her hospital stay. We were at Ochsner in New Orleans...where I was born. It is the best hospital in the STATE and I would say in the top 10 in the U.S. HE was more than competent and has been operating since the mid 70's. I hugged him when he gave me the post op news. He has a pleasant bed side manner...not many men in his position can offer that trait.
News in my life: na-da. Well, J called and said he was in Indianapolis with his grandmother or aunt this last weekend. He said he was sorry. He's surprised I would even want to talk to him again. Ya'll I feel a bit of Chemistry...and wanna pursue. YEP, I"M A HARD HEADED chic. I have (a week- Spring Break) off in 2 weeks. I am seriously thinking about going to Savannah and surprising him at work Tues/Wed and shopping during the day while I'm there. Comments???????
Thank ya'll SO VERY much for all the prayers and support. (((((((((HUGS)))))

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

K. Mom made it out of surgery ok. We get results hopefully friday from her surgeon. They took out all her lymph nodes in her right arm, they were cancerous. We were lucky the tumor was not attached to the chest wall. The chemo rounds got it away from the wall. The hospital ran out of private rooms, her stay has been well.....NOISY.

Thank you all for the prayers.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Saturday, March 10, 2007

I had a real disappointment with internet J. He just didn;t bother to call Friday, so we could make Sat plans. I called, left a message but no call back. How can you go from 5-10 emails a day and 3 phone calls to ZIP. No ladies, nothing has happened to the jack ass. I just can't find a decent guy to save my life or what is left of my mind.

I am surrounded by dicks in this life.

Friday, March 09, 2007

Wide recievers on the field and matters of the heart

Well...I got *bummer* news about my FAVORITE New Orleans Saint. Joe Horn #87, was released (he missed 7 games with a groin injury). He signed for 4 yrs with Atlanta Falcons our ARCH rival. I need to do some research and find out who's STUPID idea it was to let him go. HE has done sooooooooo much for the families in New Orleans after Katrina hit.

I'm sitting peacefully in my classroom knowing I get kids in 20 minutes....for the rest of the day. I have 3 detentions today MEOW> <>

We had IB open house last night, so I am fairing on about 5 hours of sleep. Again, MEOW. Yesterday I thought I would just lose it at work in tears, today, I am too damn tired to cry. I just want my bed a kitty, a cool fan blowing and a soft , ok luxurious pillow and pillow case to hug. OH alright, you got it out of me a really cute guy to snuggle up with.

QUESTION : What are your top 3 FAVORITE *LOVE* songs?

I think I'd have to go with:

#1 George Strait's "Cross My Heart"--I still tear up when I see Pure Country and he sits down at the end of the stage and sing acoustic. It's simplistic and romantic.

#2 "Faithfully" by Journey. I LOVE LOVE LOVE Steve Perry. I wish he'd share that soulful voivce with us again.
#3 "I will always love you" Whitney Houston and 'Wonderful World" by Louis Armstrong would tie/. Whitney..well they song says it all. Louis, I think It would be a WONDERFUL WORLD if everyone had their soulmate and stopped to smell the roses every chance they got. No more rushing around, road rage and hate for people who didn't live up to our expectations or vice versa~

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

It suits me.
I am trying to get past these goofy school girl feelings I am starting to have for John. He emails like 8-10 times a day, just swapping bits of info. It's nice to look forward to the emails. Do any of you have opinions on a 6 yr age difference? I'm older....I'm a bit perplexed. The baby time clock of course...but with PCOS not sure that will happen even if I wanted it too.... ???????Christy????????
I just remember Skipper in Dothan. He was the teacher who seemed to have it all, a masters, taught math, called his highschool football games and had a Sat night radio show. I mean really....we had TONS in common. I was so bummed when we met in person. He liked me, and tried. I just didn;t have the "connection" I need on a physical level.
I was so let down.
So it looks like we(John and I ) will meet about 1/2 Sat and have lunch. I go home Sunday. I am hoping to have something positive to think about while I am there. Surgery is Tues morn, but hospital stay Mon night at the Breast care center.

What is the meaning of life???? No one is answering that for the post below.....

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Please tell me

This is one of my babies Harmony~ She decided to perch herself on the vanity in the guest bathroom....She looks so proper don't you think?

What is the meaning of life?

Besides sharing an evening with this man???
Oh such SOUL...and ladies and gents he's playing on MY birthday in Birmingham 8/25 and the next night in Atlanta 8/26.
God is telling me he loves me with this birthday gift~
He shines down like a "Neon Moon" ......
<----------------My dream boat....

Monday, March 05, 2007

Aren't these adorable? A friend sent them to me..... I'll be stuck at a Drug Free rally ALL MORNING Tuesday...UGHHHHHHHHHH
I have grades due this week and I have to make plans for the sub next week. WOW, I feel a bit over loaded.

T took me to a newer place called Ben's Chop house for dinner tonight. It was YUMMY. Pricey, but YUMMY!!!!!!

Thanks for all the comments and feedback on Mondays post. I hope John turns out to be as special to me as my "first Love" John.
I can dream...maybe hallucinating....but dreaming all the same.
Hope you have a decent Tuesday!!!!

The next time *A* is over here, I'll see if I can take a pic and let ya see how handsome he really is~

Well....everybody liked Alex, other wise known as *A*. Of course he is the one that is totally unavailable.

Pic 1 is John in Savannah, the one I am excited about ....He has the Chemistry degree and has lots of good qualities...but we haven't mey face to face yet. = (

Pic 2 is *A* my regular readers know my moments with him.

Pic 3 is Greg. We dated and he's all mixed up inside after the divorce. I told him during our talk last night how cocky he was/is. I know it's all an act, he is a teddy bear inside. He apologized and really shared his feelings~ He wants us to start dating again with a blank slate. HE really told me tons of feelings last night. I was hmmmm, well, I was surprised to see such a genuine apology.

Most of you thought John would be a nice guy. I get that feeling too.
Alex is just Yummy...again that is NOT a good pic.
Greg, several comments thought he'd be a cocky ass. Funny, cause he can be......

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Ok ladies...(few guys visit except WRB and Bri) what do ya like if anything about these guys??? Do any appeal? Do you get any vibes from any of them????
Or do ya wanna say the hell with all 3????
Wide variety? or same similarities???

What I really want~ OMG~ He just makes me weak at the knees....he's such as ass ...he's SEXY. Ladies if you don't know this is Dane Cook---comedian and official "HOTTIE" .
I am going to try and go to bed in the next hour...We shall see how it works.

Men, Money and misfits

This is for you Christy. You say you never see pics, so I am posting one I tried to take this weekend without POWER!
It' Sunday and I am still feeling weird about A last night. Not sure what the hell is going on with me. I know stress....GOOD LORD will summer ever get here??? I don't want the HEAT..but I sure want the time off!!! I also want to get past all of the worrying about Mom...and my living situation if things don't go well for her. Will I even be in Ga this next school year???
Greg is coming over in about an hour. He wants to talk. I figure what have I got to lose except an hour. I refuse to put make up on...and I'm putting him to work while he's here. I am considering a new hot tub. HE used to sell them, so he;s getting all the measurements while he's here....from size, capacity to voltage.
John in Savannah really seems to be a sweet guy. I can keep my hopes up...only if I can make it through the next 3 weeks.
I want an ENDLESS supply of money. Can anyone of my blog friends arrange that for me???

Mother nature

We had over 20 tornadoes touch down in my city Thursday night.
I am lucky and so are my friends and family that I have spoken too. last few days have been eventful. My city had a couple of tornados touch down Thursday late evening. One hit a just a couple of miles near my house. The lady 3 doors down had her windows blows out of her SUV. I spent an hour or so in my hall bathroom with my kitties. I have never heard wind that strong and severe. I was scared. Several businesses here were ruined, or felt severe damage. I was out of power alomst 15 hours. I got cable back just a few hours ago...and internet about 3 hours ago. It's been a rough couple of days.

The city closed the schools for us on Friday. Streets and subdivisions were blocked off in an attempt to help those in need and keep sight seers off the help routes.

Needless to say I didn't go anywhere out of town. I went out to dinner with T and Jeff & Sharon. A joined us for a few drinks. He just left. I don't usually get mixed feelings with him, But I am sure feeling them right now. Which is probably why I am on here and not still in bed. You know we all do stupid things in life....but i am started to feel like this has to be the dumbest thing I have done since moving to Ga. I'm feeling really emotional right now. ..and I don't get that way with him. At least, I haven't let myself before.......... so why now?

Thursday, March 01, 2007

De-virginized and fingerpaints

I thought at least the title would grab ya!
A friend sent these and a few others to me. This is what happens when artists get bored. They FINGER paint... All of these are hands...I thought they were pretty cool. Creative~
Well, I spent a few hours at the hair salon last night. I have mixed reviews. The guy Rodney is doubt! Last night was a bad afternoon for him. He employs his daughter who is about 18? 19? She seems to have a mild case of Down least looking at her it's what I pick up. Anyway she got into a fight with him and he was upset. She is his baby and it's not easy to deal with her from what 2 of the other hairdressers said. They came over and worked on my foils while she was in the back throwing things. He apologized profusely~ Gave me a free eyebrow wax to make up for his time missed.( I always pluck and try to shape---not sure what I think right now...They are thinner than I am accustomed too , It was my first WAX--devirginized you see) ...I was there for awhile......
Well...When I got home A had called in the middle of the day just to say how much fun he had the night before...It was sweet. How I wish things were different for us.
Yes, his name has to be John . (My ex is too) John--a new guy in Savannah called while I was at the salon...I missed it too. (We've only been talking about 3 weeks) Oh well. I thought about driving over there as a quick weekend get away and to go to one of Paula Deens places (the seafood one) not The Lady and Sons....although if I knew her oldest son would be there, I might have to pop in he is SO HOT! YUM YUM YUM

Everyone says I need to see Savannah, the downtown area reminds them of the French Quarter. It would let me get my mind off of SHIT.
Well, hope Thursday is painfree for all of us, and wishing a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Diane!