Wednesday, March 07, 2007


It suits me.
I am trying to get past these goofy school girl feelings I am starting to have for John. He emails like 8-10 times a day, just swapping bits of info. It's nice to look forward to the emails. Do any of you have opinions on a 6 yr age difference? I'm older....I'm a bit perplexed. The baby time clock of course...but with PCOS not sure that will happen even if I wanted it too.... ???????Christy????????
I just remember Skipper in Dothan. He was the teacher who seemed to have it all, a masters, taught math, called his highschool football games and had a Sat night radio show. I mean really....we had TONS in common. I was so bummed when we met in person. He liked me, and tried. I just didn;t have the "connection" I need on a physical level.
I was so let down.
So it looks like we(John and I ) will meet about 1/2 Sat and have lunch. I go home Sunday. I am hoping to have something positive to think about while I am there. Surgery is Tues morn, but hospital stay Mon night at the Breast care center.

12 comments:

Oral said...

Loved this!!! Especially the cite, I'm glad I sent it to you.

Good luck with the guy situation.
Are you feeling any better about *A*? I hope John works out. I want to see you happy. The best part of dating can be courting...GO GET him GIRLIE~

I'll say a prayer about your trip and the surgery.

Bare said...

I'm LOVIN' the picture *L*, that's great!

I remember what it was like getting those e-mails, too! I don't know if I'd ever told you or not, but I met my husband, Chris, online, too. I'm wishing you the best of luck! Please keep us posted on the guy AND the mom situations! *hugs*

PS: PCOS and babies-- one day at a time. Every period you have, is a greater chance for conception (according to Dr. Crowder) *hugs*

CindyCinlou said...

Age is just a number don't let that bother you. I love the butterflys. I hope your surgery goes well. I know I am almost 25 and I can already hear that clock ticking every woman in my family except for two of my aunts has had kids by my age. My mom had two by 21.

FelineFrisky said...

Age is just a number. Younger men have more stamina! LOL I hope you feel the connection. Good luck with the face-to-face.

You and your Mom are in my prayers. Be safe and know that everything will be alright.

I must admit, I have been pregnant twice, both unsuccessfully. However, when I was I felt SO wonderful, complete. Like it was what I was meant to do. Truly, I believe that's what all women want deep inside, to be complete. it will happen for you, soon enough.

D :)

Meow Meow said...

Oral- I did the pics I have found on there...thank you!

Miss1999- I've been on the pill for yrs to get me regulated. I am not trying BY ANY means...Just wondering about possibilities, if I really thought it over with someone SPECIAL.

FF- I just commented on Bri's place about what a great figure you have in that dress. I teach so many kids, perhaps- I am not meant to be a mommy and me..... It;s not a burning desire for me...but not having a hubby could have something to do with it.

Rachel said...

Well, don't try too hard. Just enjoy yourself with John. If he has pretty eyes or a pretty smile, make a mental note of it. Remember too, first time dates/meetings you are both usually nervous so don't think anything if you aren't swept off your feet.

Alot of meetings where there's a BIG attraction, the attraction becomes the center of the relationship and then there's no foundation/friendship built and when the attraction fizzles or the emotional needs are being neglected, the relationship goes away.

Okay, that's the Dear Rach advice.

I'll be thinking 'bout you and your mom. Chin up, girl!

BarnGoddess_01 said...

Ill be thinking of you and your mother during your trip, hoping for the best ((hugs))

6 years isnt nothing! besides, younger men have more......um you know.
I hope you and John click, he looks like a nice guy...just be careful, I wont give you the Ted Bundy speech again, I recently gave it to rach.

My sister who is a few years older than me has always dated younger men........she says they are more exciting than old men.

Anonymous said...

(((Rebecca)))

I am so sorry about the kids. I hope that they will be taken care of and heal.

Mick & Cathy said...

I think the important thing is to go into the date not expecting too much. Deal with it as it happens and if you hit it off great but if your not compatable nothing lost.
However I wish you luck.

I hope things go well for your Mum.

Rachel said...

R - there's a website where you can sign up for a military penpal. You can specify branch of service, all sorts of stuff. Let me see if I can find it and I'll zap it to ya.

R2 (hee hee)

Wanna_B_slimmer said...

I will be thinking of you and your mum... stay safe...
and now..John...
Whatever you do...dont compare him to your first love or it is doomed before you even get there...
Try to relax and just enjoy his company..age...nah thats nothin...
Just go with the flow and enjoy it...

TitanThirteen said...

6 years is no big deal at our age. Just go with an open mind and take things as they come.
The schoolgirl thing over the e-mails is cute. My husband can still make me feel like that after 9 years :o)